Lately my day ends around 4 in the afteroon and I go to bed and go to sleep.  Sleep is hard but the
fatigue leaves with nothing but to lay my head down and let go.  If I sleep it means I am not in pain.
I realize the world is going by as I sleep through the days, but there isn't much I can do about it.  I just awoke from fourteen hours of sleep and the only reason I woke was the Crohns pain was too much and I gave in to get up and run to the restroom.  I am stiff and unable to move much in the morning so I immediately take a pain pill. I still need to get that cane.  My dog always watches me with a funny tilt of his head in the morning, probably wondering why I am struggling to walk.  I
realize my life is deteriorating. My husband mentioned that if I am in this shape before fifty he wonders what old age is going to bring me.  I have thought of this too.

Been a whille, wished I could say I am healed or feeling much better but unfortunatelly, much of the same.  I have been having blockages for a month straight that put me on the bathroom floor. About three weeks ago I passed out in the bathroom hitting my head.  Last night I was peeled off the bathroom floor yet again.  It starts out as not having a bowel movement and this goes on for a couple of days and then it hits me.  Both ends at once and it's miserable.  The older I am getting the worse it is to go through this.  Thank goodness for my nausea and pain medication.  I have dealt with this on and off for many years but it seems to be wore and steady now.  When to go to the doctor for this?  Getting there.