Sometimes I even surprise myself at the amount of pain I am able to endure.  Today was one of those days.  Just when I can't think I can stand it any longer, I some how manage through it.  There is something terribly wrong that we have been unable to come with a cure for this Disease.  So many people fight through the same pain that I go through daily too.  It shouldn't be like this.  But until something changes, I will have to keep putting on my big girl panties and fight through it, even when I think I can't endure it anymore.