This disease sucks!  It's keeping me from going places and doing the things I would like to do.  I am in a constant state of pain and the reality of it really bites!  Today I cannot sugar coat this disease one tiny miniscule bit.  The pain in my gut is constant and will not budge!  I emailed my doctor to see if I can get back into the Stelara Trial instead of waiting to see if I can get assistance for the Drug Cimzia.  I need help and the sooner the better.  This is an inhumane way to have to live. If I had decent insurance I would go to the ER, although all they could do is drug me up even more and I am getting real sick of pain pills.