My daughter has been here visiting and I spent the early evening and night in bed after batteling pain all day, only to wake up to more pain that feels like childbirth.  I need a hysterectomy but have a GI that doesn't think it's safe for me to go through with my Crohn's activity.  Am I to suffer the rest of my life with this and Crohn's and Lupus.  I am up every hour or two in the restroom and just trying to get through life.  I have spent the last 13 years just trying to get through life and the thought of more of the same for the rest of my life isn't very appealing.  I eat right, juice, get plenty of rest, try to keep my stress level down.  My body isn't behaving very well!  My days with my family all together are precious and to have my health ruin them is devastating to me.  The rainbow is that they all understand~