I am a tad better today, not much but enough to hold my head upright.  I will take it.  Anything that leads me in the right direction is so welcomed.  Being sick all the time gets old and you long for the days or hours of some respite.  I don't have to be well everyday, nor do I expect to be,  but just a small break gives my mind a little bit of a break back to a better reality.  The reality of constantly being sick can be so dang hard.  So a little bit of sunshine in my life helps keep me mentally going in the right direction.