Miserable in pain and nothing helps.  I can't move in bed to get comfortable, can't lift myself out of bed and just can't manage at the moment.  When you are in so much pain that's all you can think about.  I know it's my lupus flaring something awful but knowing what it is doesn't help.  I am in limbo waiting for insurance so I can go and try and see if there's anything that can be done.  My first stop would be acupuncture.  I am willing to try anything for some relief.  Pain is an enemy you don't want to deal with.