Slept ten hours and woke up to crying and screaming and holding in my abdomen as I tried to get through going to the restroom. Yes, it is that bad and it is exhausting and getting very, very old.  I barely ate anything yesterday hoping that it would help, doesn't seem to matter.  This is a hard existence living like this, it's tiring and physically draining.  I feel so bad for everyone else who has to go through this too. It just isn't right.  It shouldn't be like this.  If doctor's went through this just one week, they would ban together and create a cure as they wouldn't be able to stand the hell that is my life.