Extended family stress and a very sick hard weekend has sent me over the edge.  I feel like I have been hit by a train and every movement just hurts.  I will forge on.  Some people are mean bullies and I just have so little time for it.  The best thing I can do for myself is to cut ties from them and live my own life and take care of myself as no one else really seems to care anyway.  So here's to a better day today without the drama of the evil family members who have nothing to do but be mean to others!