Up early and up late, the pain in my gut is just too much to even sleep through.  I will just try and keep busy and get myself through it although it is hard to do.  I am very close to giving in and trying another nasty drug in the hope of getting some or even any relief.  This is getting extremely tough and old as you can imagine.  Made a phone call to my mother and had to abruptly hang up to run to the restroom.  So that's my day so far, not fun, never is and not changing or getting better.